Where did I go?
posted: Sep 7, 08:25 PM
I’m beginning to wonder if I multi-task quite as well as I like to think I do. Actually, I used to think I was adept at doing a couple of things at a time. The operative words here would be “used to”. I suppose with my Mum still in the hospital, school starting and the demands of life in general it’s no wonder I haven’t been writing.
There are days when I think I could sleep for a week and I would still be tired. I am pretty certain this is what worrying does to us.
My Mum has been in hospital for a month now. She’s over an hour’s drive away and I feel guilty not being able to see her more frequently.
I’ve noticed she is forgetful and I don’t know if this is temporary or a sign of what is to come. She is so vulnerable and it both saddens and scares me how people who claim to love her can take advantage of her trust.
Life seems out of perspective at the moment. I know it will come back into a “new” balance, but, right now, life feels pretty challenging.
Gemini