Princess G speaks on friendship
posted: Jul 15, 10:24 PM
Have you ever had friends who you know you can count on, but still bug the *$#&%#$^ out of you? Well I do, but I still love them, and I hope they still love me :). They really are great! Especially in those time when they’re needed the most.
You all have heard of Kadin, right? I’m sure Gemini has told you about our beloved dog/friend Kadin who will always be with us no matter what. My friends were there for me when it all happened. They were great, whether it was talking for hours on msn, while we all cried together, or how they came over and just sat with me, and made me laugh when I no longer thought that it was humanly possible.
I miss Kadin so much. I remember the last day he was here, April 25/ 2007. I stayed home from school that day because both Gemini and the Techy Guy were going to be at work as usual.
That day was different though, Kadin was really weak, I stayed home with him, so in case anything really bad happened, he would have his big sis with him the whole time.
I tried getting Kadin to eat, but he wouldn’t, he was weak, just looking at him you could tell, the light in his eyes was slowly getting smaller and smaller. Looking at him made me feel like crying, and I did, a lot.
Our day mainly went like this, he would lie in the sun in the early morning, I would come and sit with him every ten minutes or so for what seemed like minutes, but was actually much more. Sometime in the early afternoon I made him a little tent out of a blanket, which, I might add, looked like it was fastened by a five year old who was making a play house. My dad came home around three thirty I think. He kept trying to call the vet to ask when we were going to have to put Kadin down. We couldn’t get an answer.
Then the vet called. You should know right now that my eyes are welling up as I type so if there are any typo’s, yeah I’m sorry, but deal, I’ve got my own problems to deal with right now. I could tell by the conversation I could hear between the vet and my dad that the million dollar question had been answered.
The vet was supposed to be at our house at eight, but he was late, which was expected since he was doing a house call for both Kadin’s and our sakes. I have had my share of grief in this world, but I have to say that was the hardest thing I have had to deal with, and am still dealing with. Kadin left that day, but only from his body, he will never leave our hearts. If I had to chose one good thing about that day, it would be that Kadin never suffered, he was with the people he loved and who loved him.
I’m sure this hasn’t been the most exciting post that was ever written, but I have said what I needed to say, and maybe one day Princes G will speak again………….I guess we all will just have to wait and see.
The Princess